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Why I love wilderness: Confessions of a wilderness volunteer
By Meghan Sural
Aaaaahhh. The second week in June. Two weeks before the season’s
solstice—making days not yet their longest, but long enough. Warmer weather has set in,
but before the heat hits hardest. It’s Friday, and I’ve signed up to go on a wilderness
restoration trip with Pat Bruce from Friends and a few other lucky volunteers. We hit
the road for Mt. Grafton Wilderness, and a wave of excitement pulses through me—my first
trip across Nevada on Highway 50.
Having grown up in the east, I feel a whole new form of wilderness
in Nevada. There I knew lush rhododendrons and the smell of Appalachian dirt always in the
air. Now I smell scrubby sweet-scented sagebrush. There thick, green vegetation surrounded
me. Now waves of smooth velvet milk chocolate peaks roll into long ranges that meander to
the horizon. Dipping and climbing through basin and range, I feel a rush of emotion, a
vibrant and positive sensation, rushing the self-erected walls of everyday life. Cocooned
by house, workplace, relationship, and comfortable lifestyle, my body and spirit are
thirsty for some wild relief.
We arrive at Mt. Grafton in the dark, set up camp quickly, keeping
the tops of our tents open to stargaze and sleep simultaneously. In a few hours the sun
peaks over mountains to the east—the wilderness is calling us to her. We eat heartily
and hike up to the wilderness boundary. Mesmerized by the rocks with their beautiful
swirls, stripes and glitter, I allow the dust to coat my skin and hair as I stop to
touch each dazzling stone. This does not make me a productive volunteer, and at times
I have to pull myself from some shiny jewel so I can help the others finish our work
to cover vehicle scars in this wilderness. Heaving large rocks, I feel my spirit reveling
in reconnection to the land. Each touch of a rock, each sniff of the sage, butterflies
bounding about, wildflowers popping open—each is a salve soothing my senses, a thousand
rivulets connecting me to the land, filling the cracks of my parched senses inside with
freedom and devotion. As wilderness floods this inner plain, I reconnect with my own
wilderness inside and realize that she is a part of me. She deserves my attention and
respect. And in turn, my very being needs her.
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© Brian Beffort
Loving Wilderness
“Everybody needs beauty as well as bread, places to play in and
pray in, where nature may heal and cheer and give strength to body and soul alike.”
- John Muir
Something to Ponder
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